My conscicence won!
It took 24 hours for me to make the decision, so I did struggle, ALOT. Woke up this morning, and immediately, I didn't even wait to drink my happy juice, deleted the email and then got it out of deleted folder to remove the temptaiotn.
I guess I will accept whatever mark I get and I will relish in the fact that it is the mark I earned, on my own, without a cheat sheet. Good or bad, I have chosen to accept my fate and look at it as a measure of what I still need to learn rather than a grade. (just have to keep telling myself that)
Besides I have until Wednesday, and 93 muscles is not the end of the world.